Your sandy hair floats in the air... To me it's like a lullaby... I'm just flying by... Oh so high... like a kite...

So Juliet (check side panel) thinks I post too much. You know what...I do. But what else am I going to do for entertainment...if I have no one to talk to, might as well talk to myself. Here. For anyone else to read if they're bored like me. So there you go. Hmmpphhh...post too much. Actually, that's not even really what she said. She just stated a fact...I do indeed post 2-3 times per day. She also said I "never really write about anything." Juliet, Juliet...this is life. Real, honest to God, life. But the lowest form of it...that of crippling boredom lacking any inspiration or motivation to get myself out of this. So I'll just coast...we've been over what this means.
I'm going to just keep talking about me writing in this blog. I don't know why I hate saying that word...blog. It makes me feel like just another loser w/ nothing else to do. Someone who thinks they have something important to say. I don't. Honestly, most of what I say isn't worth reading (most=99%). And I don't really care who reads it b/c I don't think anyone does except my friends and if that's the case, then so be it.
I do envy those who have the "f*cking hilarious" market covered. I don't want to name names, don't like to inflate egos, and they're not reading anyway. Do they know they're funny? Or are they so cool they don't care? I wonder what that would be like...
I want to become completley comfortable w/ who I am...cue the "Full House" sentimental music...but I'm really ready to stop fixating on why certain people may not like me or stop feeling so uncomfortable in public b/c I feel like people are looking at me, and not in a good way. This should be a new goal of mine, I don't really have one right now.
It's about time I wrap this up. But I'm so bored I just can't stop typing. B/c I know when it's over, I'll have nothing to do. I'll just sit here, maybe searching the internet but frankly that bores me. I get tired of it after 5 minutes. I think this strongly reflects on my personality...I'm the type of person who waits for my turn to talk rather than listens to what the other person of saying.
Reagan